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If home is where the heart is, why do I feel so fucking heartless?

Seems like depression has sneaked back in for a week. I hope this doesnt stay. I dont want to leave the house anymore and I cannot even find the appropriate words for the amount of self hate I feel towards myself at the moment. This little, fat, ugly and awkward thing. My body feels like a heavy burden that I can barely carry through this world at the moment.p

O R E O  I C E C R E A M . Honestly? The best icecream I ever…EVER… had. #oreo #icecream #oreoicecream #omnomnomnom #foodporn #musthave

O R E O I C E C R E A M . Honestly? The best icecream I ever…EVER… had. #oreo #icecream #oreoicecream #omnomnomnom #foodporn #musthave

placestodream:

perfectly—iimperfect:

phlants:

Following back tons!

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Walked past this today and needed to take it with me. I love Brokeback Mountain so much. #brokebackmountain #heathledger #jakegyllenhaal #cowboys

Walked past this today and needed to take it with me. I love Brokeback Mountain so much. #brokebackmountain #heathledger #jakegyllenhaal #cowboys

isaacmarionsbigwords:

Our attraction to beautiful faces is an evolutionary relic that has no real purpose or meaning in the modern world, yet it continues to dictate our choices, shape our society, and ultimately control our lives.

Are we completely helpless against these obsolete instincts? Is there some science or…

This is why I love him.

Is it stupid that the songtext I just posted made me cry? 

carrierudzinski:

So real.

carrierudzinski:

So real.

(via susurrium)

I look into your eyes
Diving into the ocean
I look into your eyes
Falling

Like a wall of stars
We are ripe to fall

And if you are a ghost
I’ll call your name again
And if you are a ghost
I’ll call your name…

You, always

wirsindunendlich:

“I didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once and that’s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I’ll never forget a single moment of it. You’re the love of my life, sweetheart.” - T H E   N O T E B O O K

And then again, I believe in this.

Maybe I am just not made for love. And the thought of a relationship suddenly annoys me. And people annoy me. Men annoy me. Yup, it’s pretty much okay the way it is, I don’t need a man, I really don’t. 
Two dates with two different guys in two weeks aren’t the worst statistics though. It’s exhausting still. I have had enough for the next months.:D